Can you ever control envy?

Why the fourth deadly sin is the hardest to shake off. And I should know...

It should have been one of the best nights of my life. I was 39. I had just won editor of the year for the second time in a row at a glittery awards ceremony in central London. A roomful of my colleagues and peers cheered and whistled as I walked to the stage in a dress so perfect I almost cried when I saw it in the mirror. You know those moments you im…